Your New Beginning

Tell me a Secret   Show me something that makes you smile   Hey, I'm Aley. I'm 17 years old and I don't know who I am just yet, I've made plenty of mistakes and i'm just learning from them. Sometimes I get really sad and I don't tell anybody at all because I don't want them to worry about me, I always care, even if you don't talk to me anymore. I'm not quite sure what falling in love is and sometimes the thought of it scares me and I hope I can learn to actually trust someone to help me not be quite so afraid, I miss a lot of people terribly, and I don't know where I'm going, but hell, who does know at 17? Idk, my skype is awesomealey and I'm always just a click away...

"My brother killed himself
on the twenty-eighth Thursday of last year
and I missed four days of work
and my mom wanted to know ‘Why’.
My brother
he was always a fan of beauty
but what he did
was not beautiful at all.

And last week I got the news
that one of my good friends from high school
had overdosed
(again)
except this time
she’d gone too far
and now she was gone.
And I had a hard time falling asleep at night
and her mother
hugged me tight
and thanked me for coming to the service
but I did not
want to be there at all.
This is not
beautiful.

The girl down the street
would’ve turned 21 last year
and I can scarcely imagine
the wild times she would’ve
(should’ve)
had.
But she is buried six feet deep
after falling nearly 300
and she did not leave a note.
This is not
beautiful.

My freshman year of college
and my roommate was beautiful
and how I wanted to be just like her.
But she wore herself down
till she was
almost invisible
and if you blinked
you had to go and find her all over again.
So now her parents are no longer supporting her college tuition
but are paying her hospital bills
watching their daughter crumble.
This is not
beautiful.

So y’all can take your narcissistic
romanticizing
and glamorizing
of self harm and eating disorders and committing suicide
and shove them as far up your ass
as you possibly can.
Starvation is not beautiful.
Killing yourself is not beautiful.
Sadness
is not beautiful.
This note I am writing
is not beautiful.

But you
you are beautiful
and it’s about damn time you start believing it.

"
— 3 months ago with 571066 notes
wewereastrokeofluck:

stickinemwithpointyendsandlace:

al-grave:

I just want to hug it. Does anyone know what kind of dog this is?

It’s a Chusky (Chow Chow + Husky).

im fucking crying

wewereastrokeofluck:

stickinemwithpointyendsandlace:

al-grave:

I just want to hug it. Does anyone know what kind of dog this is?

It’s a Chusky (Chow Chow + Husky).

im fucking crying

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— 3 months ago with 145171 notes

rnultiplayer:

wanna know what a cow looks like washed and blow dried?

image

image

that is what a cow looks like washed and blow dried

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— 3 months ago with 538461 notes

iprayforangels:

anal-on-first-date:

This show man

Here’s a link where you can watch it for free. Your welcome.

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— 3 months ago with 267995 notes
"When men imagine a female uprising, they imagine a world in which women rule men as men have ruled women."

Sally Kempton

I feel this is very important.

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why do you think they’re so scared?

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— 3 months ago with 129725 notes

123ery:

spectredeflector:

Fuck pretty mermaids let’s talk about scary cannibal mermaids that drag people to the bottom of the ocean to feast on their flesh

i thought those were the pretty mermaids

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— 3 months ago with 42428 notes